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11 Jan, 2014

Uzalud nam ptici spališe krila - drugi deo

— Autor taci @ 17:47

 

     nadugačko i naširoko,

     i oči zelene,

     i tvoje i njene sene.

 

 

     Post skriptum

 

         Rekoše:

         - vi ste slični!

 

         Oduzmi reci obale i nestaće je.

         (Kao kad bi sebi darivali vasionu).

  Oduzeti sebi prava na prave reči...

         (Kao da smo obale bez vode).

 

  Nismo li jedno?

  Obale su nešto od mesa i krvi!

 

 

               U RUŠEVINAMA


 1

 

  Prostor dna i tame

         na dlanu

         držimo.

         Srušili smo zid od sna

         i sada ruševinama

         peva sunce ludo,

         i urvinama crvenim,

         i tragovima nasukanim.

 

Srce nije postalo gar

na kamenu,

u ruševini,

zbog veličine!

(Kažu:

- nestaće zla u zlu),

krv je crvena od sunca

a topla od sna.

 

Ruševine prizivamo

zbog kažiprsta

      otupelog od zla,

ogluvelog od dna.

Jamčimo glavom

za novi prostor na dnu,

u novoj ruševini,

srcem.

 

2

 

Gradiše grad od dna,

- malo vode,

puno srca i sna.

 

Nađoše nam mesta

i reku stvoriše,

okitiše cvećem poljane,

nebo zvezdama,

suncem...

 

Od temelja naviše,

gradiše ga vekovima za vekove.

 

Nešto se ne rimuje

- nema ničega.

I zvezde na nebu,

mesec i sunce,

reka i šuma,

ptica i...

Nešto nedostaje

 

Grad u zgarište!


3

 

Zaspaše ptice na ruševinama...

ali oči im

neumorno glođu natrule kosti.

I cvet se rasprskava u lobanji,

množe se crvi.

 

Bežite ptice grabljivice

iz naše tvrđave!

 

Spavaju zloslutnice na temeljcu...

ali kljunovi im

budno let pepelu prate.

       Na vidiku nigde vere za buduće

nove vode.

 

Bežite ptice prokletnice

iz naše krvi!


4

 

Zacvileše crvi

u ruini tvrđave.

Razboleše se

razgrizajući kamene kosti.

 

Kleknimo

i pomolimo se za oproštaj.

Sami ćemo

srušiti preostali deo tela.

 

5

  

Koliko je teško

gledati

na svome čelu

zalazak sunca

u krvi?

 

Teško li je

biti blizak umiranju

i kada znaš

da nisi zadnji

a ni prvi?

 

6

 

Raširismo ruke

do odvratnosti

tražeći novo sunce,

nago i naše,

a nađosmo samo zvezde

koje se tu ispred nas gase.

 

Iskrivismo vratove

propinjući se iz ruševina

tražeći novo ognjište,

nago i naše,

a ne dođosmo ni do kraja ruševina

kada nas i oči izdadoše.

 

7


Klonuše glave dalekih ruševina.

Raširenih ruku

cvet se iskida od stida

i pobeže iz svoje kože.

 

Nemamo snage

za novi let ka izvoru.

Nejasne su nam vode

što kraj nas teku.

 

Ni prava nemamo

na osmeh nage zvezde

sa neba

što od straha cvili.

 

Nezahvalna je ptica

na visinu,

vidike,

dohvat ruku...


Post skriptum

 

I pepeo je ruševina vatre...

Ruševina je i novo zidanje,

novo nadanje,

novi predeo u očima,

srce u novoj ljubavi.

 

Ruševina je

što beše,

što je

i što će tek biti!

 

         SA NEMIRIMA...

 

1

  

Ne padosmo zbog dna u dnu!

To čine ruke bez zaleta

za pravi put,

(po ko zna koji put),

kojim se nestaje i rađa

istovremeno.

 

Zašto pogled ka zvezdama

i kada padamo naniže,

(kada se otvori tama),

i mrak nas jaukom

poziva

u svoje skute?

 

I snove treba ljubiti

kada ih java traži.

(Uzaludno je).

I te kako zna stvarnost

da odvratno

jezik isplazi.


2

 

 

Nemamo snage ranjenoj ptici

srce da isčupamo.

Nadamo se da preboleti će.

 

Uzalud je sricati uspavanku

iz milošte kamenu.

Neme su njegove grudi,

zlokobne oči

- prete.

 

(Prvi udisaj:

- prva suza,

zadnji izdisaj:

- zadnja suza...

i nešto između)!

 

Odrecimo se prvih suza,

prestaće i zadnje.

Cvet se bere,

na žalost,

dok latice mirišu na proleće.


3

 

U pesnicu

nemih dodira skupismo noć.

Tada neko reče:

- pobeći treba od sebe!

(Može li se)?

Uzalud cveće jeca o proleću,

vreme zna da dođe i ispod kože.

 

Nema ništa

- istina li je?

 

Klonu glava na ramenu laži.

Ljubimo se.

Bez osećaja ni smrt nema draži!

 

4

 

Još jedan dodir nežnosti

sa ironijom

i nestaće ptica nevinih krila.

A pevaće se:

- jesen je bila,

jesen je snila

daleke predele,

daleka tela.

 

Zagrlimo nastalo nemanje

u jecaju,

na ruci.

Krv je proključala u pepelu!

Sve što smo našli

bili su tromi

istrunuli

koraci naših dvojnika.

 

5

 

Sa namerom

na kolcu

osvanuće nečija glava.

(Odavde do večnosti

put je sreća.

Ne poći

ne znači ne doći

tamo gde ptice

poslednji put sleću).

 

Nastavićemo traganja

za nestalim.

Sumorno otpočinje dan.

(Od sebe do sebe

na hiljade koraka ima,

nestalih,

nemogućih za povratak).

 

6

 

Ni noć,

ni dan.

Nema svitanja zore.

(Jednakost plače od stida).

Ni povratka nema...

Čemu laži

- srce mora da se spali!

 

Bez pozdrava

- tišinu ne budi!

(Od ove bolesti se ne leči).

Olakšaj nabrekle vene

i u mozak vetar namami.

Proklijaće seme

- biljem dokazati će se!

 

7


Nema tog jutra

čija će zora da svane

u očima

kao što je noć znala.

 

(Nemoćan je razum.

Uhvatismo se za zrak.

Beše to varka,

uzaludno očekivan dan).

 

Nema te šume

koja će sobom sakriti srce

u nama

kao što je tama znala.

 

(Volimo se nagotom,

hranimo se telima:

- beše to kurva žena,

a nevinija od anđela).

 

8

 

Deo tela

a vrata odškrinuta...

Prostor u tami.

Noć!

Noć koja se pamti.

 

(Nikada nismo imali

smelosti

da odslušamo hod njen

dolazeći).

 

Nemir se igra u lobanji,

a razum nestaje...

Put ka nebu.

Laž!

Vreme nestaje.

 

(Ruke hvataju,

po ko zna koji put,

uzaludni zalet u tami).



Post skriptum

  

Nemoćne su bile kiše.

Razdvojiti obale

uzaludnije je od sna.

Pevamo povraćajući reči:

- obale su obale,

kiša je kiša,

oluja je oluja...

 

Ni ruševine nisu

što nam se čini da jesu.

Na srušenim temeljima

gradiće se nove kule

za novo rušenje,

za novo rušenje,

za novo rušenje...

 

 

       

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